For a moment, she's quiet, then she speaks again, quietly, "Ohhhhhh."
Then a much longer moment of quiet, because she's now wondering if Neal and Malcolm finally did what they've been needing to do for quite some time, though maybe not in the best way possible.
Neal studies his hands, feeling a little sick to his stomach. He doesn't even know the names of the people he slept with. He doesn't even remember their faces. It occurs to him, in an incidental way, that he should go to medical at some point after he gets some sleep.
Neal leans forward, pressing his face into his hands.
The look on Malcolm's face and the sound of his voice is kind of heartbreaking, and Neal's reaction is just as bad. The way he leans in and pushes his face into his hands, the hunch of his shoulders.
Abby pours boiling water over the three tea bags, and considers for a moment. What she says next seems suddenly really important and she hates that.
"Shit happens."
That's all wrong and she knows it, but what else can she say?
"But it sounds like something was interfering, right? Maybe I can help you look into it?"
Malcolm doesn't believe something compelled Neal to do it, beyond depression and trauma. People who are upset do reckless things and things have been upsetting lately. He watches Abby out the side of his vision for a moment, then at Neal from under his brow. He thinks it's exactly what he said it was. Neal's shame reaction seems to match it.
But he's Neal's friend and that means not running away when he needs help to lick his own wounds. Neal isn't responsible for how he feels. He was honest about his own intentions and feelings.
Neal looks her way as well, curious himself. Part of him wants to know what happened so he can guard against it next time. Part of him wants to know what happened so he can do it again.
"I wasn't the only one. There was a whole group of us."
"Do you think you could find them again? Or do you remember anything about what the music sounded like?"
Somehow, it feels easier to dig into the mystery of what happened than it would be to just figure out how to comfort these two boys. As much as she wants to, she isn't sure she's equipped, not for both at once.
Picking up the teacups, she puts down the green tea in front of Malcolm, the mint in front of Neal, and then settles in with her own cup of chai, warming her hands on the porcelain cup.
Neal slowly puts his mug back on the table, his expression schooled into a relaxed calm. He remembers, barely, seeing Jeff. Jeff, in the middle of the throng, before Neal himself got caught up in it.
He finally raises the cup and takes a sip, not even wincing at the heat. "He might know if there's someone else around who can do it."
There's something about Neal's face that she doesn't like, but she doesn't comment on it, instead she just takes another sip of her tea, slurping a little to avoid the heat of the drink inside.
Did Jeff do this or something?
But then Neal says that he might know if someone else can do it, and there's a little relaxing surge of relief in her. She doesn't want to think Jeff did something like that with his magic.
"You guys seem to have a handle on this investigation," Malcolm admits. He gestures towards the door. "I'm just going to... I have to go to work." He gets up, tugging his jacket down after buttoning it.
Neal starts to note the fact that Malcolm hasn't had any of his tea, but he stops himself. At least if Malcolm excuses himself there's one less massive bit of awkwardness to try and deal with.
Neal scrubs a hand through his hair, another twitch of guilt in his gut. He offers a tentative smile. "See you around."
Abby notices that Malcolm hasn't touched his tea either, but she's not going to mention it, because this situation is painfully awkward and honestly it's sparing the boys some of that too.
Besides, she's pretty sure she needs to talk to Neal.
"Okay sure, you mind if I check in on you later?" she asks, eyes flicking to Neal.
"I mean. If you... I'm fine, though," Malcolm points out. "I'm just. Going to be late. Let me know if you need any help with the whole... magic thing," he offers, heading for the door. "Feel better, Neal. Drink lots of water," he advises and then slips out the door.
That's all she says, because she doesn't believe a word Malcolm is saying, but again...not bringing it up right now. She gives him a little wave as he heads out and then turns to Neal.
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For a moment, she's quiet, then she speaks again, quietly, "Ohhhhhh."
Then a much longer moment of quiet, because she's now wondering if Neal and Malcolm finally did what they've been needing to do for quite some time, though maybe not in the best way possible.
"So, uh...did you two...?"
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Neal leans forward, pressing his face into his hands.
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The look on Malcolm's face and the sound of his voice is kind of heartbreaking, and Neal's reaction is just as bad. The way he leans in and pushes his face into his hands, the hunch of his shoulders.
Abby pours boiling water over the three tea bags, and considers for a moment. What she says next seems suddenly really important and she hates that.
"Shit happens."
That's all wrong and she knows it, but what else can she say?
"But it sounds like something was interfering, right? Maybe I can help you look into it?"
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But he's Neal's friend and that means not running away when he needs help to lick his own wounds. Neal isn't responsible for how he feels. He was honest about his own intentions and feelings.
"Look into it how?"
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"I wasn't the only one. There was a whole group of us."
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Somehow, it feels easier to dig into the mystery of what happened than it would be to just figure out how to comfort these two boys. As much as she wants to, she isn't sure she's equipped, not for both at once.
Picking up the teacups, she puts down the green tea in front of Malcolm, the mint in front of Neal, and then settles in with her own cup of chai, warming her hands on the porcelain cup.
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"Wait, what?"
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"Jeff is a bard. He does magic by playing music, I thought you knew that. I mean, I can do magic too, I just don't do it with music."
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He finally raises the cup and takes a sip, not even wincing at the heat. "He might know if there's someone else around who can do it."
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Did Jeff do this or something?
But then Neal says that he might know if someone else can do it, and there's a little relaxing surge of relief in her. She doesn't want to think Jeff did something like that with his magic.
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Neal scrubs a hand through his hair, another twitch of guilt in his gut. He offers a tentative smile. "See you around."
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Besides, she's pretty sure she needs to talk to Neal.
"Okay sure, you mind if I check in on you later?" she asks, eyes flicking to Neal.
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He pinches the bridge of his nose and shakes his head.
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That's all she says, because she doesn't believe a word Malcolm is saying, but again...not bringing it up right now. She gives him a little wave as he heads out and then turns to Neal.
"What the hell is going on?"
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“What?”
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“We… nothing, he saw me come into the apartment complex and… walked me up here.”
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"Sorry, I mean in general. This 'will they, won't they' thing is not nearly as funny in real life as it is in TV shows."
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Because Neal is an idiot. Usually about things like this in particular.
“There is no will they won’t they,” he says, quietly, and takes a sip of tea. This time he does wince as it scalds his tongue.
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She puts a hand on her hip and huffs out a breath, then takes a sip of tea.
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