Meredith's bedroom door opens. She shuffles out (without her cane, this isn't going to be a far walk) and flumphs herself down on the couch. You know. Casually, as you do.
Malcolm is in the kitchen, putting leftover lasagna in the fridge. He puts the kettle on when he sees her. He takes out two mugs and drops tea bags in them, then walks over to sit on the couch.
"It's not a bribe," he tells her, going to the kitchen to put cookies on a plate. "It's care." He sets the plate on the coffee table and sits down next to her, putting an arm around her and giving her a squeeze.
"That's as angry as I get at anyone who hasn't committed wanton serial murder," Malcolm tells her.
The kettle howls. He gets up and pours the tea, bringing the mugs back over to the coffee table before sitting down and wrapping Mere back up in his arm again.
"The only cereal I murder is frosted mini wheats." It's a weak little joke as she settles into him again, boneless as a jellyfish. "I'm still not talking to Tim, though."
"That...I had to know it was coming. That I couldn't just sit there and cry. Like he blamed me for my reaction. And...I know. I know it was displaced anger at Jeff or whatever, but I didn't fucking deserve any of that."
"No, you didn't. Tim doesn't know how to process his emotions. Not just his anger. Any of them. That's not an excuse for him to treat you like that and if you want distance, that's more than fair. But. He has no tools for dealing with his feelings. None."
“Well, the conventional wisdom for punishing misbehaving children under your care is to take away privileges or freedoms, but never your love,” Malcolm points out. “And for all his damage and big boy bluster and digital scheming, Tim’s still a child. A broken child far from his home.” He presses a kiss to her temple. “And you’re hurt by him but you do still love him.”
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"Do you want cookies with it?"
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She pulls the couch blanket over herself. "Maybe even cuddle. I'm kinda touch-starved. Fuck, I still miss Ches."
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Hypocrite, our Meredith is.
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The kettle howls. He gets up and pours the tea, bringing the mugs back over to the coffee table before sitting down and wrapping Mere back up in his arm again.
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She sniffs quietly, but she's Not Going To Cry.
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"No, you didn't. Tim doesn't know how to process his emotions. Not just his anger. Any of them. That's not an excuse for him to treat you like that and if you want distance, that's more than fair. But. He has no tools for dealing with his feelings. None."
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