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[personal profile] conning 2022-09-19 03:26 am (UTC)(link)
Neal’s turn for confusion.

“Poisoning of the many outweighs the poisoning of the few…?”
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[personal profile] conning 2022-09-19 03:34 am (UTC)(link)
Neal blinks. “I’m what?”

If Malcolm told him about their pairing, he sure was not cognizant enough to remember.
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[personal profile] conning 2022-09-19 03:45 am (UTC)(link)
He doesn’t flinch, quite, but again there’s that internal feeling of something curling up a little tighter to try and protect itself from shame. A little gremlin hiss in the back of his mind that says he can’t do anything right, that he’s so good at screwing up he doesn’t even know this time how he’s done it.

His surroundings aren’t helping, he decides. Neal squeezes his eyes shut and clutches at his temples. “Can we get a little air?”
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[personal profile] conning 2022-09-19 03:53 am (UTC)(link)
He gives Malcolm a studying, worried look, like a golden retriever trying to gauge the degree of his leash-holder’s displeasure. He can’t find any real irritation, in spite of the previous comment.

When he gets up, he groans again, sore all over. “…It seems like wardens don’t get the best of the situation either, from what I’ve been learning.”

A small peace offering. “Maggie Garcia has been here almost a year and hasn’t been paired with anyone to even have a chance at earning her reward from the Admiral.”
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[personal profile] conning 2022-09-19 01:59 pm (UTC)(link)
He would be unhappy with any warden, really. He just expects those acting in authority over him to be angry or disappointed at this point.

Neal comes over to offer Malcolm a hand up, then pauses when his focus falls to the still-open algebra book. Neal loved school, Ellen’s voice tells Mozzie in his head. He shakes it off.

“I’m starting to think there’s not a lot of logic in how this place works.”
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[personal profile] conning 2022-09-19 02:32 pm (UTC)(link)
“Yeah.” He doesn’t like that possibility, even if it seems the likely one.

Once they’re headed for the deck—with occasional pauses as Neal gets queasy—he asks, “…Have you heard about the breaches and things that happen? People forgetting their lives, living as other people?”
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[personal profile] conning 2022-09-19 09:13 pm (UTC)(link)
"Everyone I've talked to enjoys them. Being someone else for a little while. They talked about it like research for stories, or being part of a full-sensory movie."

They get out to the deck and Neal draws in a deep breath, the air out here full of some strange intangible that drives home more than anything else that they aren't anywhere remotely like earth. "I wonder how they'd feel if those other lives never went away."
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[personal profile] conning 2022-09-20 12:06 am (UTC)(link)
Neal doesn't answer right away. He goes to the railing, leaning on it with both hands both for support and to get a look over the edge into the impossible cosmos, the view interrupted half-way down by the nets meant to stop people from going overboard.

"Would it? Or would it be reincarnation?"
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[personal profile] conning 2022-09-20 12:41 am (UTC)(link)
“I don’t know how you can refuse to believe anything after this place.”

It’s an entirely diversionary statement.
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[personal profile] conning 2022-09-20 12:48 am (UTC)(link)
“I know who I am,” Neal counters quietly. “I’m a thief and a con man. I’m a criminal. I am what I do.”
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[personal profile] conning 2022-09-20 02:17 am (UTC)(link)
Neal stares at Malcolm, giving him that half-hunted look he’s too accustomed to feeling on his face these days. What he said to his father bounces around his head like a chorus. I’ve had three different names and a dozen different aliases because of you. To be an artist, you have to know who you are.

He leans over the rail, willing himself to puke, even though he hates the sensation. Anything to get this sick feeling out of his chest and head.

“How do you know who you are?”

It’s figurative, rhetorical, but it’s also not.
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[personal profile] conning 2022-09-20 02:50 am (UTC)(link)
“I can’t do this,” he mumbles. He leans back enough again to press his forehead against the comparative coolness of the railing. “I can’t do this. I can’t do all of this.”

For a wild, idiot moment he considers vaulting the railing, and everything in him recoils from the thought. He lets go of the barrier and walks unevenly toward the gazebo.
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[personal profile] conning 2022-09-20 03:02 am (UTC)(link)
“No, I…” Neal stops outside of the gazebo’s door, looking at it, then at Malcolm, wanting to ask to be let in and hating that he needs to. He starts to press the heels of his palms against closed eyes, remembers what Malcolm said about trauma responses, and let’s them drop again. “This isn’t what I’m supposed to be doing.”

He’s got too much left unfinished. Too many loose ends.

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