I have to sleep in restraints and I wake up screaming almost every night. One time, I fell asleep without restraints and almost stabbed her. She stopped taking my calls for, like, three months.
Night terrors. I didn’t know it was her; I thought I was fighting for my life. But I know better than to fall asleep unrestrained. I shouldn’t have been able to reach a knife to start with; I should have been strapped to my bed.
My father killed people. A lot of people. When I was ten years old, I found a woman in a travel trunk in our basement. He started drugging me with chloroform so I'd forget. I still only have fragments of memories from that time, but that's when the night terrors started.
I thought I was saving her. I thought it was the same day, but it was… at least a week later. Maybe more. She was gone. But I thought I was saving her.
Yeah! Part of the reason, anyway. That policeman is the head of Major Crimes now. I was working for him as a special consultant before I came here. He’s the most upstanding man I’ve ever met.
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Maybe the problem was her.
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What causes you to stab people?
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What happened?
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When was he caught? Or was he?
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