He laughed weakly at that, but it came out as half a sob of relief, too, and he buried his face in the crook of Raylan's neck.

"I'm sorry," he murmured. He felt like a particular wreck this time and he felt like that made him somehow more of a burden or more annoying. Maybe because of how his worse episodes had always been received by people around him. "I'm... I'm okay." He sat up, swiping tears hastily from his face with one hand like that got rid of the whole emotional outburst. "I'm okay," he lied again, trying to take a steadying breath.