"When I told you it wasn't real, you didn't believe me. That's how I knew it wasn't real," Malcolm explains, only lifting his eyes up to Neal's face at the end.
“If I didn’t make myself wake up, the elevator would have crushed me like the man whose skull I found down there.” He looks up to find Neal’s face. “Are you mad at me for going there?”
He starts to check Malcolm over carefully, making sure he's cleaned him up and that any smudges left are bruises, not dirt. "I wish you'd called me. But of course I'm not mad."
"Gil's usually mad. My mother is usually mad." He watches Neal as he examines him. "Are you sure all the married people stuff is off the table? That kiss barely hurt at all."
"I'd take the chance to ask if this means I'm getting breakfast in bed, but I'm not a big fan of bed or breakfast." He pauses. "Though you're changing my mind about both..."
"He was missing a cufflink. In the interview with my sister, he was missing a cufflink. I just wanted to look for it; I thought I'd be two minutes," Malcolm tells him. "I never thought I'd need any help."
Neal exhales a pained little laugh. “Fair enough.”
He strokes Malcolm’s hair away from his face, studying every scratch, the purple-red of the scrape and bruise where he hit his head. “Maybe I should invest in a way to track your phone.”
A pause. “That’s a joke.”
He’s not about to treat Malcolm like someone whose radius needs to be monitored.
“Are you starting to understand Peter’s compulsion to watch your anklet tracking?” he asks. It’s not a judgement, but it’s not a joke, either. He’s genuinely interested in how people tick. All people. Especially this person.
“He does also love you, though. Maybe he just doesn’t trust you not to get in trouble without him watching,” Malcolm points out. “I’m not saying there’s nothing unhealthy there but maybe we’re not giving the love in his intentions enough credit.”
Malcolm grins. “I know. We have that in common. Gil basically… raised me.” He watches Neal for a second. “He doesn’t like it either when I go places without calling.”
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It's teasing, but there's a slight bite to the words as he thinks of Dani and JT.
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He kisses Malcolm instead, unintentionally soaking himself, not that it really matters. He's only got jeans on at the moment.
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He starts to check Malcolm over carefully, making sure he's cleaned him up and that any smudges left are bruises, not dirt. "I wish you'd called me. But of course I'm not mad."
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He draws Malcolm out of the shower, dries him off, carries him to bed.
Very gently institutes some married people stuff.
After, when they're curled up together, he says, "Call me next time? Please? I want to be there if you need help."
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He strokes Malcolm’s hair away from his face, studying every scratch, the purple-red of the scrape and bruise where he hit his head. “Maybe I should invest in a way to track your phone.”
A pause. “That’s a joke.”
He’s not about to treat Malcolm like someone whose radius needs to be monitored.
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“Are you starting to understand Peter’s compulsion to watch your anklet tracking?” he asks. It’s not a judgement, but it’s not a joke, either. He’s genuinely interested in how people tick. All people. Especially this person.
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Except that doesn't feel true.
"...No," he says slowly. "He watches me because he doesn't trust me. I would want to be able to find you so I can make sure you're okay."
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A pause. "He's more like a dad than my dad."
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He studies Malcolm’s face. “Did you want to stay? In that other version of things?”
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“No,” he explains. “I wanted to come back to the you that listens to me.”
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“Well, good. Because I would have found a way to come in after you.”
He frowns. “Look, it has to be possible, all things considered.”
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