Neal chews on his lip. "I can't request her personal effects. Not as a suspect. Even if I was direct family, I doubt they'd give them up while the case is open."
He gets up to pour a drink. "Either we steal it, or we close the case."
“Or find another plausible suspect.” His voice is a lot sharper than intended. He takes a deep breath and pours himself a generous glass of scotch before getting something to wipe up the spill.
"That doesn't mean he's the only possibility." He takes a sip of the alcohol, then knocks it back, then stares at his empty glass. Then presses the glass against his forehead for a moment before he turns around to pour another.
Neal massages the bridge of his nose, forcing himself to try and relax. To stop treating everyone around him like some kind of enemy or threat. Malcolm is the only person who isn't one.
Neal squeezes his eyes shut, talking himself down from snapping at Malcolm to let it go. “What if he’s innocent? What if all the lying, all the suspicion and tricks, what if he’s been running so long he doesn’t understand how to do anything else any more? I could… I could help him.”
"I definitely didn't mean her. Her, I'm happy to disgrace." He has no qualms about saying it either. "I trust you, not her. I just... I don't want to do it any more. I don't want to be the bad guy any more to the people who think there are only two sides."
He exhales softly. "I don't know what I'm even saying."
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He gets up to pour a drink. "Either we steal it, or we close the case."
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"What's the matter?" he asks. "James has been acting weird and suspicious since he broke in here."
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"Did I say something wrong?"
It's all just fact.
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"No," he says softly. "No, I'm just. Wired."
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“It’s more than that. You’re irritated. Offended.”
He knows Neal’s stress reactions better than most people’s.
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“A murderer,” he reminds him.
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That last part is feeble even in his own ears. He goes over to Malcolm and wraps himself around the smaller man. “Tell me what to do.”
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"I'm so tired of stealing from the people who are supposed to be good guys," he mumbles into Malcolm's hair. It's alarming to realize that's true.
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He exhales softly. "I don't know what I'm even saying."
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