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Jedao ([personal profile] deuceoftears) wrote in [personal profile] abrightboy 2023-11-11 11:23 am (UTC)

Re: October 15th // part 2 - video

Probably, yes. I'm quite fond of Sebastian, but he can be extremely petty.

[This is actually one of the things Jedao likes about him, but it's definitely Difficult.]

You said things before, about losing your temper. I don't...I don't lose my temper. It wasn't safe, in my life. For that to happen. I get angry. But when I'm angry I don't...well. I don't do much of anything. I go very still, if I don't have another facade I need to keep up.

When I imagine losing my temper, I imagine saying a lot of things I do mean, but that would be...unfair, or cruel to say. So I normally choose not to say them. I imagine hurting people, physically, even though I believe that's generally wrong. But I don't imagine saying things I don't mean.

I didn't expect you to apologize. I misjudged you, and I'm sorry for that. That's the most important thing.

But I would...like to know, if you're willing to tell me, whether making mistakes means you think the things you said to Sebastian initially weren't true, or if you just think they shouldn't have been said to him.

'Fuck off, Jedao, I don't answer to you,' is a perfectly reasonable answer.

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