Yeah. No. Of course I know that. I want him to be safe, too. More than that, I want him to feel safe. He's never.... had that luxury in his life. I want to... just... always be giving him that gift. And if this is what helps him feel secure, then.... I can do it. But I miss him. Especially at night. Once you know what being warm feels like, it's difficult being cold again, you know what I mean?