[He knows he touched on it before, but starting from scratch is probably better anyway. It's just difficult, and instead of looking at Malcolm, he stares into the enclosure, taking in little details of what he can see from the off-angle view he has.]

The mission goal was to get me to create a bond with my co-pilot. The method suggested was sexual coercion, and it was very effective because I...I wanted something I'd never had. No one could have known that, but I think I surprised Cain when I told him that I wasn't so sure I wanted to. He wasn't all that patient with me and I never told him no, so it happened, and then it kept happening.

Thinking back on it, I know there were times where I probably would have noticed something was wrong, or off, but I was very easily distracted if it meant sleeping with him again.