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Malcolm Bright ([personal profile] abrightboy) wrote2030-05-05 08:18 pm
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creeksidealtarboy: (aaron; worried)

Re: audio

[personal profile] creeksidealtarboy 2023-10-20 12:22 am (UTC)(link)
Huh. Alright.

Anything else you want to talk about, then?
abrightboy: (concession)

Re: audio

[personal profile] abrightboy 2023-10-20 01:45 am (UTC)(link)
Nothing I can think of off the top of my head. But try that for a couple of nights or so, then call and let me know how it’s going. If you’re struggling, there’s a bedtime meditation you can try.
creeksidealtarboy: (aaron; smirk)

Re: audio

[personal profile] creeksidealtarboy 2023-10-20 01:47 am (UTC)(link)
I'm gonna try it, doc, but I don't think it's going to work.
creeksidealtarboy: (roy; lounging)

Re: audio

[personal profile] creeksidealtarboy 2023-10-20 01:54 am (UTC)(link)
Seems a little weird, that's all.
abrightboy: (Default)

Re: audio

[personal profile] abrightboy 2023-10-20 03:22 am (UTC)(link)
Brains are weird. This stuff works. Sort of. For a time. Like I said: the only way to really stop it is to process the trauma.
creeksidealtarboy: (roy; angry)

Re: audio

[personal profile] creeksidealtarboy 2023-10-20 01:55 pm (UTC)(link)
That's not something I really want to talk about, doc. So drop it, huh?
abrightboy: (you what?)

Re: audio

[personal profile] abrightboy 2023-10-20 02:33 pm (UTC)(link)
I wasn't asking you to do it, Aaron. Just letting you know that making the lucid dreaming work is probably your best option if you don't want to do that. And I understand not wanting to, believe me.
creeksidealtarboy: (aaron; gazing)

Re: audio

[personal profile] creeksidealtarboy 2023-10-20 02:44 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeah?

Something you know from experience?
abrightboy: (consider this)

Re: audio

[personal profile] abrightboy 2023-10-20 03:21 pm (UTC)(link)
I have mountains of inadequately processed trauma. Mountains.
creeksidealtarboy: (aaron; smirk)

Re: audio

[personal profile] creeksidealtarboy 2023-10-20 03:45 pm (UTC)(link)
You're a bad doc, doc.

[But it's said with a laugh.]

Why's that?
abrightboy: (concedes happily)

Re: audio

[personal profile] abrightboy 2023-10-20 06:44 pm (UTC)(link)
On the contrary, I know exactly what I'm talking about.

Some of it is stuff I just don't want to talk about; that's why I never try to force you, even if it might be good for you.

Some of it is stuff I don't want to let go of, even if it's attached to stuff that's terrible.
creeksidealtarboy: (roy; contrite)

Re: audio

[personal profile] creeksidealtarboy 2023-10-20 09:06 pm (UTC)(link)
Who's the doc for the doc, then? You got anyone you do talk to? Your man?
abrightboy: (resigned smile)

Re: audio

[personal profile] abrightboy 2023-10-24 05:28 pm (UTC)(link)
I talk to a few people. Including Will. Back home I had an actual therapist.
creeksidealtarboy: (aaron; innocent)

Re: audio

[personal profile] creeksidealtarboy 2023-10-24 05:49 pm (UTC)(link)
You ain't got that here.

You gonna lose your fucking mind?
abrightboy: (concession)

Re: audio

[personal profile] abrightboy 2023-10-24 05:53 pm (UTC)(link)
No, I don't think so. I have a lot more friends here than I do at home. A lot better friends. That fills in the gap. It's a support system.
creeksidealtarboy: (roy; lounging)

Re: audio

[personal profile] creeksidealtarboy 2023-10-24 05:54 pm (UTC)(link)
Guess that helps.

Alright, doc. Thanks for the chat. Guess I'll see ya next time.
abrightboy: (self deprecating smile)

Re: audio

[personal profile] abrightboy 2023-10-24 06:05 pm (UTC)(link)
See you soon, Aaron.
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