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“I understand that. What it’s like not to be able to trust someone you feel like you should be able to trust. To have to hide part of yourself from everyone. The feeling that… no matter how hard you try, someone might notice something and make it all for nothing.”

All that suffering for nothing, right? There's something dangerously close with what Malcolm says, and he hadn't read his own file when he'd looked at Cook's information on project Thebes.

It made him wonder if they had known even if he hadn't said anything to anyone. The thought makes him kind of sick. "It kind of eats at you. I'm thankful it won't have to be like that here."

“No, exactly. Not at all. And maybe you’ll get the chance to meet someone here that’s perfect for you, that you never would have been able to meet in your world. I’m not nearly the only one that has,” Malcolm tells him.

Abel opens his mouth to say something but lets it drag for a moment, unsure. "I'm not really here for that, but... I suppose if I had the chance, it would be nice."

“I wasn’t here for that, either! I didn’t think that was something I could even have, to be honest. So just… don’t close yourself to any possibilities. Of any kind. That’s my advice to new people,” Malcolm tells him.

He manages a little smile, taking another sip of his tea. Definitely less than lukewarm now. If he continues to see Malcolm like this it is going to become awkward when he eventually has to start talking about Cain.

"I'll keep it in mind."

“In the meantime, is there anything in particular you’re wondering about here?” Malcolm asks.

Oh, there's a lot. Now that he's put on the spot with a question that isn't just about himself he isn't sure what to pick. "I suppose it would be nice to ask about your method. I understand that everyone is different, but...having some idea of what worked for you would be helpful so I can start to formulate a plan." Or more of one. He was still considering just fashioning himself after some kind of commander, but it wasn't a fleshed out idea or one that someone might be receptive to.

"My... method? For what? Wardening?" Malcolm clarifies.

As much as Abel thinks he's obvious, he really should give context for what he's saying rather than just thinking about it. "Yes, sorry. I have an idea in my head of what that would look like for me, but I don't know if it would be effective."

"Well, it really depends on the inmate. What works with some inmates would rub others completely the wrong way," Malcolm tells him. "It helps to listen to your inmate about their needs, but... don't let them get away with whatever their toxic behaviours are."

Well, that much is obvious, though getting them to do that is the problem. "I've dealt with a partner who was aggressive and confrontational, but even then it was difficult to get him to listen to me. Without the threat of being sent to the brig, i'm not sure how easy it's going to be to build respect enough to try and keep someone from being unsavory without something to back it up." He doesn't think that fear and aggression are the best way to take command, but he's not the most intimidating figure. He's just a pilot.

"There are tools available. You can make requests to the Admiral about your own inmate only. For example, if they can't seem to help themselves from harming other people? You can ask the Admiral to make them unable to act on an impulse to harm other people," Malcolm tells him.

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