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Re: October 15th // part 2 - video

[abrightboy]

I mean… I guess when I opened the drawer, I was like… oh, this again. But it’s so commonplace in my life, I didn’t really see the point of pursuing it. …Neal said that?

Re: October 15th // part 2 - video

[deuceoftears]

Not in so few words. But that was my understanding.

And I don't bear you unrelenting anything, for the record.

Re: October 15th // part 2 - video

[abrightboy]

[Malcolm smiles to himself.]

I’ve never had a friend like him.

Re: October 15th // part 2 - video

[deuceoftears]

I'm not sure he's necessarily making your best case to everyone, but it is very nice to have a partisan, sometimes. And he seems like a man of wonderful convictions.

Re: October 15th // part 2 - video

[abrightboy]

He makes a better case than I can make. People hear him, at least. He knows how to be heard. And he cares. Not just about me. About anyone he sees being treated unfairly.

Re: October 15th // part 2 - video

[deuceoftears]

I'll admit, it is precisely the limits of what he sees that bothers me, somewhat. But perhaps I'm just being terribly Shuos about it.

Re: October 15th // part 2 - video

[abrightboy]

Which limits?

Re: October 15th // part 2 - video

[deuceoftears]

There's a lot of people's files he hasn't read. Nor will nor should he, in many cases. But it is a factor.

Re: October 15th // part 2 - video

[abrightboy]

A factor in what?

Re: October 15th // part 2 - video

[deuceoftears]

Just...fraught situations, in general.

Re: October 15th // part 2 - video

[abrightboy]

…Okay. So… talk to the person and let me know?

Re: October 15th // part 2 - video

[deuceoftears]

I will.

[ - Some 24 hours later -]

Well, the good news is, to my knowledge you haven't missed anyone.

Re: October 15th // part 2 - video

[abrightboy]

Um. Okay. Cool. Does ‘the good news is’ mean there’s bad news?

Re: October 15th // part 2 - video

[deuceoftears]

Maybe. It's Sebastian I spoke to; he's interpreted your apology in a way I hope is incorrect, as well as uncharitable.

Re: October 15th // part 2 - video

[abrightboy]

…I told him I was completely out of line and exhibited behaviour that wouldn’t be acceptable coming from anyone. Which part did he object to?

Re: October 15th // part 2 - video

[deuceoftears]

I'm afraid he took "It just wasn't acceptable behaviour on anyone's part," to imply that he was equally in the wrong. On anyone's part referring to the behavior of everyone involved, rather than your hypothetical position.

Which - frankly, awkwardly phrased, but Sebastian does make something of a sport of uncharitable readings, that's not all on you. I'm glad to hear you meant the other thing.

Re: October 15th // part 2 - video

[abrightboy]

Well, I think trying to clear it up even more will just… continue to have an increasingly opposite effect, so… I should probably just let it stand.

Re: October 15th // part 2 - video

[deuceoftears]

Probably, yes. I'm quite fond of Sebastian, but he can be extremely petty.

[This is actually one of the things Jedao likes about him, but it's definitely Difficult.]

You said things before, about losing your temper. I don't...I don't lose my temper. It wasn't safe, in my life. For that to happen. I get angry. But when I'm angry I don't...well. I don't do much of anything. I go very still, if I don't have another facade I need to keep up.

When I imagine losing my temper, I imagine saying a lot of things I do mean, but that would be...unfair, or cruel to say. So I normally choose not to say them. I imagine hurting people, physically, even though I believe that's generally wrong. But I don't imagine saying things I don't mean.

I didn't expect you to apologize. I misjudged you, and I'm sorry for that. That's the most important thing.

But I would...like to know, if you're willing to tell me, whether making mistakes means you think the things you said to Sebastian initially weren't true, or if you just think they shouldn't have been said to him.

'Fuck off, Jedao, I don't answer to you,' is a perfectly reasonable answer.

Re: October 15th // part 2 - video

[abrightboy]

Of course I didn’t mean them. I don’t even know him.

Re: October 15th // part 2 - video

[deuceoftears]

[Well, that's a relief. On the other hand, of course is doing a lot of work.]

People believe terrible things about people they don't know all the time.

[He points out mildly.]

Re: October 15th // part 2 - video

[abrightboy]

On some level they know it’s based on a stereotype, or one out of context moment, or their own imagination. They think terrible things about people they don’t know. They assume. They project. ‘Believe’ is a bit strong for most people, in that respect.

Re: October 15th // part 2 - video

[deuceoftears]

...please don't take this the wrong way, but I think you understand other people less well than you think you do.

Re: October 15th // part 2 - video

[abrightboy]

What’s the right way to take being told that I’m bad at my job?

Re: October 15th // part 2 - video

[deuceoftears]

Lots of people are also bad at their jobs. It's not a moral judgement.

I suppose you could say "well, I'm working on it," or you could change jobs again, or you could tell me I'm speculating from partial data. Or you could consider that whatever training you've gotten on Earth is insufficient to the breadth of the multiverse.

What exactly do you consider your job to be, anyway?

Re: October 15th // part 2 - video

[abrightboy]

I don’t mean my job here; I mean my real job. But I wasn’t asking you for career counselling. You told me not to take the following comment ‘the wrong way’; I was just curious how you imagined someone taking it the right way looked. When someone tells you not to take something the wrong way up front, it means they assume the balance of probability is that - without a disclaimer - most people would. Or does that also have a different meaning in the multiverse?