Date: 2 Oct 2023 04:10 (UTC)
pharadyne: (looking up)
From: [personal profile] pharadyne
I know you are, sweetheart, but if you're there fighting with Archer to let Kikimora in, and making sure she's allowed to stay, then in the process you're also providing the very chaperoning presence Archer wants in the first place.

What you do think ought to be done with her?

Date: 3 Oct 2023 05:54 (UTC)
pharadyne: (thoughtful)
From: [personal profile] pharadyne
Very fair, although fair isn't always satisfying.

I think one problem the ship has after events like this is that there's no consensus on whether afterward the point should be punishment, prevention, or...blast, I can't think of another word that begins with "P." Let's just stick with "restitution" then. Can't do all three equally so someone's always displeased with the result.

Date: 4 Oct 2023 04:09 (UTC)
pharadyne: (thoughtful)
From: [personal profile] pharadyne
What do you do if the people who would be the recipient of restitution only want punishment? Not that it's a given in this particular case, but I can tell you, darling, when Envy smashed in my skull some time ago, I'd have had no interest in restitution. Not even sure what restitution would look like for that. Anyhoo, at the time all I really wanted was for him to suffer in pain and fear and have enormous regrets about every choice that led to that moment.

Come to think of it, I still rather want that.

Date: 5 Oct 2023 01:37 (UTC)
pharadyne: (pic#14615350)
From: [personal profile] pharadyne
I want those things, but that doesn't exclude wanting Envy to suffer. I told you once that I never murdered just for fun and laughs. I don't think I mentioned at the time that I did thoroughly enjoy the murdering when it was someone who deserved it, though. And Envy absolutely deserves it.

I don't know why he's on the ship, but considering his behaviour here, I'm fairly sure good people back where he came from would celebrate his demise, too.

Date: 5 Oct 2023 19:37 (UTC)
pharadyne: (watching)
From: [personal profile] pharadyne
It's not worth getting demoted over, certainly. I'm a warden because I learned not to let my impulse to get even get in the way of more important things.

[He thinks of leaving it at that, but he respects Malcolm enough to be honest with him and Malcolm's never judged him badly for his less-than-nice feelings.]

I'm not really here to help people, though. That's just the job. I'm here for the payment, and because I like it here. There are some people I like, that I want to help. Inmates and wardens. But inmates collectively? [He gives a small shake of his head.] There've been some inmates I've been downright angry to see graduate. Like Henry. I don't care if he changed, or became a better person, or whatever. He did something extraordinarily awful to me and never really paid for it and I hate that he gets to go off and live his life.
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